But This is My Reality
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ReM(i)ew Art by Baz
Members Art by Jun
Script
| Mains | Lyrics | |
|---|---|---|
| Ants | Fragmented photographs | |
| Diagnostic shards of glass | ||
| Djalto | Your refracted line of sight | |
| Who are you to tell me what is right? | ||
| Rhubarb | Suffocating on their screams | |
| Smiling waiting for their dreams to end | ||
| Sir.Nek Nok | They don't see behind the screen | |
| Where the lines and logic seem to warp and bend | ||
| ALL | One Two Three Four Five | |
| Ants | Seen every nightmare come alive | |
| ALL | Six Seven Eight I tend | |
| Sir.Nek Nok | To wonder when my mind will be torn asunder | |
| ALL | None who see your eyes | |
| Momogu | Would ever blame you for reprise | |
| Baz | Though a dandelion flies freely in the skies, so | |
| ALL | One Two Three Four Five Six Sever Fate's Line | |
| Noralie | What a pretty Lunarvine | |
| Let me help you make the stars align | ||
| Melodixa | Let me shade you with my mercy | |
| Let me save you from your pain, will you be mine? | ||
| ALL | One Two Three Four Five | |
| Noralie | Seen all the nightmares in your life | |
| ALL | Six Seven Eight I tend | |
| Djalto | To wonder how your mind hasn't fallen under | |
| ALL | Once You Realize | |
| Sir.Nek Nok | They'd never blame me for reprise | |
| Rhubarb | Though a lily is denied from ashes they arise, so | |
| ALL | One Two Three Four Five Six Sever Fate's Line | |
| Momogu | (Adlibs) | |
| Baz | Ink begging to drop, stop the sinking into your | |
| Unblinking perception, your pretty deception | ||
| I'm no saint or angel, I just ain't disdainful | ||
| Shameful enough to damn this world | ||
| Though you ask me, if I | ||
| ALL | Want To Free Your Life | |
| Baz | I've mortality on my side | (Rewrite) |
| Bide my time and eventually | (The history yours and mine) | |
| Cries will subside like sanity | ||
| Got no morality to hide | (Ah~) | |
| Behind your kindness is brutality, is blindness | (Rewrite) | |
| You're generous, your majesty | (And leave behind) | |
| But this is my reality | ||
| Momogu | Pretty bouquet of misery and | |
| White dandelions, lilies red | ||
| Roots intertwine, held up by Lunarvine | ||
| As they bloom why can't I | ||
| ALL | One Two Three Four Five | |
| Seen worse I know that I'll survive | ||
| Six Seven Eight I tend | ||
| To wonder why you seem to think I'm outnumbered | ||
| Don't You Realize | ||
| I'll never damn us to reprise | ||
| Sir.Nek Nok | Though a dandelion flies freely in the skies | |
| Djalto | A lily is denied from ashes they arise | |
| Ants | A Lunarvine cries in silent sacrifice so | |
| ALL | One Two Three Four Five Six Sever Fate's Line |
Interpretation
This original song is titled “Lunarvine”, a fictional flower that represents the ambiguous boundary between reality and nightmares. The main character for R3 is Remi, a human student cursed to be unable to dream, and instead forced to witness the nightmares of everyone around him. This is why he created the “dream club” with Khaya (R1), who used his dreams and delusions to bear with reality, and Ari (R2), who protected her destiny through her defiance. As the constant nightmares invading reality begin to drive Remi insane, Eve sees that he is the weakest link and chooses to give him the Book of Fate, tempting him with a world untouched by nightmares. But with the support of Khaya and Ari, Remi defies Eve’s temptation. However, Remi decides that fate should not be entrusted back to the very people responsible for the suffering he and his friends endured. Instead, he destroys the Book of Fate, choosing not to be a fatewalker or storywriter, but a "liberator", choosing a world that progresses naturally, without predetermination. The song is beat-forward, featuring a prominent trap snare roll that expresses Remi’s feeling of constantly running from nightmares. It also stylistically distinguishes between Remi and Eve’s verses; Eve’s sections are softer in instrumentation, with a cooing vocal timbre. The lyrics narrate Remi’s battle with insanity and Eve’s temptation. Notably, in the rap section, Eve’s operatic adlibs struggle to keep up with Remi’s relentless verse, building toward his resilient finale. The chorus is especially high-drive, with the counting up motif expressing Remi’s movement toward the future. Wordplay like “Nine, ten → I tend” reinforces his blurred perception of reality. The mixed media visuals featuring video footage, photography, astrophotography, acrylic painting, and digital media reflect Remi’s experience, where reality and nightmares blur together, pushing him toward madness.This final song is about Remi but also about the club bringing together all three rounds of narrative.
⮝ Remi designed by Jun
⮝ Eve sketched by Jun
⮝ Asset Art by Alto
⮝ Background Edit by Baz
⮝ Art used from R1 and R2
⮝ Astrophotography by Aircoll
(Keyhole Nebula, Lagoon Nebula, Trifid Nebula in order of appearance)
Art Gallery
⮝ Art by Jun
⮝ Art by Alto
⮝ Art and Animation by Ruru and Jun (Face)
⮝ Art by Jun
⮝ Art and Animation by Ruru
⮝ Design and Art by Alto
⮝ Art by Kat
⮝ Design and Art by Alto
⮝ Background Art by Baz
⮝ Design and Art by Alto
⮝ Art by Neyu
⮝ Design and Art by Jun
⮝ Design and Art by Pasta
⮝ Design and Art by Momo
⮝ Design and Art by Alto
⮝ Design and Art by Nikow
⮝ Art by Jun
⮝ Art by Aka
⮝ Art by Kat
⮝ Art and Animation by Ruru
⮝ Art by Jun
⮝ Art by Aka
⮝ Art by Neyu
⮝ Art and Animation by Kat
⮝ Art by Filo
⮝ Art by Baz
⮝ Art by Filo
⮝ Art by Kat
⮝ Art by Pasta
⮝ Art by Filo
⮝ Art by Jun
⮝ Art by Pasta
⮝ Art by Momo
⮝ Art by Pasta
⮝ Art used from R1 and R2